Remember that dress from an earlier post that I was going to use as my motivation? The dress that was going to hang over my closet and taunt me until I lost 5 little pounds? Well...make that 7 lbs. What the heck is wrong with me? Why did I just eat a Number 1 at McDonald's with a LARGE sweet tea? Yes, Big Macs are yummy, but are they worth the muffins they'll surely cause? Why do I self-sabotage? I know it when I pull into the restaurant that what I am doing is wrong. I still have a chance to redeem myself and order the salad or just a cheeseburger, but no...I must have the monster mac. Ahh..I am so disappointed in myself. And if it were just the Big Mac, I might not be so mad...but I had KFC last night. It's as if I don't want to be thin again. I'm thin now, I guess..but thinner would be better.
Loser! Loser! Loser! That's what I, both, am and need to be. I will start again tomorrow...and I will bring an english muffin for breakfast and a WW SmartOne for lunch. I will do this and I will like it. It will be the tastiest meal I've had in a long time...and I will lose those pesky pounds (and more since my husband will be back from Iraq in about 2 months!!woohoo) and fit into that dress and all of the other things I want to fit in. My next goal after the dress is this little number:
...hmm...wonder how many SmartOnes that's gonna take? And actually...thats more like 10 or 15 lbs away. Crap..I better put down this twinkie!
2 comments:
Heh...heh...heh...I'm starting a diet tomorrow. I really am. I'm not just saying that. I wish I ONLY had 5-7-10-15 lbs to lose!!
Come on, it's easy, you can do it!! (Trying to convince myself, here!!)
People should read this.
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